And another one year,we can't celebrate our anniversary,it has been the fourth year,but well....I believe there always have a chance,right brian?
and I could not even find a clear photo of us,that pretty sad and so I choose this,hehe.very random photo 0.0
Let me count again,365 + 365 + 365 + 365 = 1460 days, chiang chiang, not a great amount though, I want to make it more & more....
The anniversary gift I got from the one and only,Brian. Woaw, which girlfriend would not want her boyfriend bake something or even handmake something for her? and so, the 4th handmake presents i ever received from him. recall it.
handmake stuffs from him : first, forced handmake card for 1000days.
second , my birthday handmake card.
third , phone accessories but failed.
and the last, the rainbow cake.
It was a rainbow cake, a handmake rainbow cake from him. What on my mind was only the process he made it, the plan of baking a cake for me, even though it tasted not that nice but still,it was the best.
And my turn, I made a video for him and he cried while watching it, and I never thought he will cry since it kinda normal video with photos and some words and now, I'm not going to show the video because the memories are only belongs to us :D Fortunately, he liked it and appreciated it so much.
I'm not showing off how good my boyfriend is but the truth is, he is the second best man I ever met after my dad. 4years, I don't even think we're stable enough, our maturity is not capable to handle stuffs and problems so well. I'm being so childish in anyway whenever I can't get anything I want, to meet him, to solve something that gone my crazy, to do something I really wanted to do, jealousy, and yet I scolded him because of my swinging mood, and just hurt each other with harsh words.
It has be rare happens, that he scolds me, but when I piss him off. and he is a great guy as everyone knows him, he always is. He cared everyone around him, and yes included female. And these all made me get jealous and stopping him to be friend with them, I changed him, in every way. He wanted me to be happy, the only wish he ever make, he wants me to be happy and he will do anything to make me happy.
He's in PJ now and I'm in Kajang, we meet each other once a week and maybe once in two weeks, see him through skype but cannot touch him, you know the feelings, when I'm facing problems, he could not be my side to hug me, but only through phone to comfort me. We'll get over it, and it will probably makes us become stronger.
The happiest moment I ever have with him now is only in the skype, we gossip, dance together, sing, scream, laugh, cry, crab hug, act silly & cute, and even argue.
I love him like no words can describe, I want to be with him like no matter what. And I sincere thanks God offers me this man as my mate who willing to bare with me, take care of me, make me to feel secure, and many more.
Brian, thank you :) I love you.
