THOUGHT: Future Path

Hi all my readers! Come back after a month of work. Such a productive month, maybe? Hmm, but I am jobless again now, I hate every each time I finished a project then I need to find another part time jobs again /.\

I got my STPM final result last wednesday, I don't have a very good result if I really want to compare with my friends, most of them got more than 3.5 which is pretty good. However, I am not ashamed with my result, at least I achieved my goal. If you try to judge me even I got this type of result and I am already satisfied, try to judge more, I won't stop you.

That's it, I got 3.08 after all of my semi hard work. I didn't retake any subjects even I got C+/C because I know my standard. I feel that even if I pay another RM50 to resit a paper, I will get the same result also. Maybe some of them will say, just try your luck, you could get better. You know what, I am lazy type of person, if you want me to study again what I had learned in the last sem, I probably.....

Speaking of my future path, the thing we should do now is applying local Universities. Since I don't have a very excellent result, so I don't expect myself to get into the best local U. I picked most of the courses in UUM, Kedah. We have 4 choices to pick the top 4 local U (UM, UPM, UKM & UTM) the nearest campus among all and another 8 choices to choose in the other states.

My parents keep on asking me what I really want to study, I never have the intention to tell them or share with them what I really want to study. I thought to study as event planner after SPM, but because of my family have some financial problem then I studied STPM, I didn't blame for what cause I worried if I find out event planner doesnt suit me, at least I won't waste the money.

And you know, some parents are those "i want you to be accountant, i want you to be whatwhat" and no doubt, I feel my parents are this type of person also. I mean, they didn't force me but they judge me. If i say i want to study mass comm, they probably will say "study banking la, finance la". I said I hate account, I don't want to study accounting, they will like "u don't want to study account then u take account for what" 

I was like, If I study account, does that mean I can only choose to be accountant? That's bullshit man. I don't know what kind of mindset they have, we study what, we must be doing what.

Until now, I still afraid to tell my parents what courses I chose. As I said, I hate account, obviously I won't choose accounting anymore, but I chose some managements, banking, communication courses. I'm not sure if I have chosen the right one, but at least I have a little interest on those courses.

Honestly, time doesn't matter if we really wish to continue to study. Like other people will think why take STPM since it takes 1.5 years to finish, wait 9 months to get into local U which wasted almost 1 year. (most importantly, they don't want to wear school uniform anymore) Look, no matter how old are you, you will still complete your studies in the end.

I don't know what my future will be, but I still wish that i could get the course I chose, please..

Have a nice day! :)