THOUGHT: Shut your mouth up.

I barely will want to speak anything about my relationship and I don't think I have to share anything to every of you. However, I started to have a lot of negative thoughts for months and I can't be happy anymore.  

Maybe because during high school, I gave others bad impressions of me, like bully my bf, angry about him easily, or just do something bad towards him.

Indeed he is good but everyone has flaws, even me and all of you. But why everyone only looks at his good sides and the bad sides of me?

We have been together for 6 years and I really had enough judgement from outsiders who think I am a very bad girlfriend, a girlfriend who merely magnifies problems and cries a river for every shits or expresses it in my own way without thinking his feelings. 

Obviously I am here to clarify and stop judge me from being what kind of girlfriend I am because it's none of your business.

Never I can accept judgement from any of you who do not know me at all, nor our relationship, of course I don't expect you to know us.

Then, shut your fucking mouth up before you split out a word to define me or our relationship. Every relationship only belongs to 2 person and I do not need the 3,4,5 or more to know what's going on between us.

NOW, I am going to tell every of you who think you know about us. As I said I can't accept any judgement and I am here to clarify myself. Its not your turn to define me as what kind of person I am, because I am still a human, if I ever do something wrong, it's normal. (don't you ever tell me you didn't do something wrong).

The thing is I do have bad temper, I don't feel happy if thing goes wrong. I admit because it's my personality but if you think because I have bad temper and I just bully my bf everytime, I can tell you are wrong. I have reason when I angry over something, I will not angry for nothing, whereas Brian is the type of person who will only listens quietly. Perhaps that gives you a wrong illusion to think he is innocent and I am a bad devil. 

If he felt unhappy being with me, he had already left me years ago, instead he chose to stay with me no matter how, then whats wrong with you to think anything bad of our relationship?

My mom once told me, it will be better if one has bad temper to be the "bad person" and another one to keep quiet and be the "good person" in a family. Apparently I am the bad person (The character I am acting right now and everyone judges me) while he is the good person.

What's going on between us is not what you all think it is. Everything happens with reason and I think I do not need to explain it. But I am just hereby to tell you all that PLEASE STOP THINKING I AM A MANIAC GIRLFRIEND WHO ONLY SCOLD/ BLAME BOYFRIEND.

Nobody will ever like to argue, at least arguing let us know each other more and to prove we still care each other.

The main purpose for blogging this is because I can't accept how people only think the bad sides of me and start to judge me, please get it right.

I had enough of being judged by a bunch of people who think they know about us. I just don't fucking care (I wish I can). 

By the way! Thanks for reading.

Love, Winnie.

REVIEW: 3CE (3 Concept Eyes)

Hello readers! Guess I'm a little late for 3CE reviews since this product has been so hot in past few months, but yeah! I am still here to talk about 3CE // 3 Concept Eyes. 3CE is a korea brand of cosmetic by sytlenanda. Korean make up is kind of normal and trending now in worldwide, with 一字眉 & 咬唇妆 (I don't know what it calls in English, maybe one straight brows & lips bite make up?; anyhow korean make up is super innocent and I like it so much) 

Few weeks ago I bought some 3CE products from mirrorstore in Facebook, you can click here > MirrorStore. I felt 3CE considered expensive make up for students, at first. I didn't plan to buy cause I've searched few stores selling in real high prices (obviously they make it that costly). Later, I found mirrorstore which selling in cheaper price among others, I can say, it's really the cheapest 3CE so far because every stores claimed themselves "the cheapest wholesaler bla bla". And mirrorstore is all in READY STOCKS!!

Here's what I purchased from mirrorstore. I wish I can buy everything but.... budget you know.

Fresh Aqua Mist 30ML (mini size) - RM15

Two sizes for aqua mist: 30ml (RM15) and 115ml (RM60). Apparently the bigger one is much worth it while mini size is more convenient and easy to carry out. It's functioning same like others' mist, most importantly to moisture our face, keep our make up last longer. I guess I will buy a big one next time because I feel it works to keep my face refresh!

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Eyebrow Shaper #Gray Brown - RM30

As you guys know, I am brow-less and I can't live without eyebrow pencil. I used Miss Hana eyebrow pencil last time but the colour faded away easily, and my hair colour is fading so I get myself a darker colour. I still can't draw perfect eyebrow cause it happens to be unbalance everytime =.= I like this eyebrow shaper because its easy to draw. The selfie pics above are all drawn by this eyebrow shaper.

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Full Cover Concealer #002 - RM60

Another thing I can't live without - concealer. I have super dark circle and 2 huge pimples that never gone for few months and I have no idea why, and I seriously need concealer to cover it all. I picked #002 which is darker colour also, cause I am yellowish & slight tan but not black! It covered it very well, but I guess only for small pimples and not very dark de dark circles. 

I applied the concealer on top of the eyebrow colour I drew just now.

It covered most of it but not all.

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Air Fit Sponge - RM15

I've no any make up brushes yet because I don't make up often and I think make up brushes are expensive. So, I get myself a sponge instead to even up my bb cream or foundation. RM15 for 2 pieces, I feel it's reasonable and my make up does really look better.

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Thats all for my 3CE products and I will purchase more next time since 3CE is really reasonable and for those who can't afford expensive cosmetic like MAC, Bobbi Brown, etc. I think revlon, maybelline and kate are quite a good choice also.

Last but not least, I hope my review helps you.   

*All the pictures above are taken by Samsung NX Mini (without any filter), CLICK to know more. 

Love, Winnie.

Have a nice day & good luck!